The Witching Hour, 3am,
when nothing good ever happens.
The direct opposite of 3pm,
the traditional time of Christ's last breath on the cross,
when everyone could be saved.
Although I have completely forsaken Christianity forever,
only an exploded truth for political and financial gain,
the power to control the mindless masses forever,
I can't help but almost feel .. could there be something to it?
Half-way through an absolutely miserable life,
with nothing to show for it, and nothing meaningful ahead,
tired, totally disillusioned, endlessly lonely, and bored.
I wait, and hope, for death's release.
Is this what I was born for?
born at 3:10am ..