Post by armouredfury on Mar 30, 2006 10:03:21 GMT -6
NOTE: If you're not gonna take the time to read all of this then that's ok but i would greatly appreciate it if you did as i love to share my experiences...
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Ok has anything ever happened to you, not naturaly caused but in your heart you know isn't natural and it's scared you..?
Here is my story.. Not exactly a physical sighting but it scared me... NOTE: I have been known to be psychic but it seems to come and go uncontrolably and there are pyschics on my mothers side of the family.. She used to be able to read minds, she'd be sittin in class at school doing an exam or studying and then she could actualy see what the teacher was thinking and he was pervin over certain girls as they studied.. He knew that she knew what he was thinking by the look on her face and he made her stand outside.. Eventualy she was forced to stop using these powers (not only used on that particular teacher) and she lost her ability..
My nan (her mum) can see ghosts and communicate with them and my great uncle Reg is a medion (if i spelt that right...)
Any way that was just a little background info and i just remembered another story of mine too...
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Story 1 (most recent)
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Ok here goes... One evenining i was in the kitchen preparing something to eat and all of a sudden i began to get thoughts in my head... They seemed like memories but every time i tried to focus on one of them my mind would blank them out as if they never existed.
Any way i disregarded this as memories from when i was in a drunken state.. But then i made a big mistake... I started to get curious.. I could feel something DEEP within my mind.. Something that my mind was blocking and had been blocking for god knows how long...
Then i started to get visions from what seemed to be from different time periods and different realities i don't know why but they were coming to my mind.. I remember getting one vision of ancient Egypt but not as we know it.. It seemed darker and had a more sinister feel to it... The visions came slowly and i just laughed it off..
But then... My god... The visions just flooded my mind like a godamn soaring river! And i KNEW these visions were NOT things my mind were making up as the visions flooded me with a feeling of fear i have no idea why or where the fear was coming from as i don't recall the visions being scary but perhaps it was the fact the visions were SO godamn real as if they were actual memories! But i have no idea where the hell these memories are from!
Put it this way... As soon as these visions started to flood my mind it braught tears to my eyes from fear and other feelings i cannot describe.. I had to turn my music on full blast and found myself tappin ma foot trying to FORCE my brain to banish these visions again.. It took me about 3 hours to remove these feelings and thoughts and now my mind has burried them so deep again i can't even remember what it is i saw...
I remember tiny bits like seeing Egypt and in another vision a human type figure that was greatly feared and powerful and in another just total darkness with some symbolic objects that i don't even remember..
Call me crazy or wateve but i KNOW the feelings i suffered from these burried visions and memories were VERY real and i have NEVER felt that way before in my life...
Part of me wants to be curious and go back deep into my mind to see what it is my mind has burried so godamn deep! But the other part of me tells me that if i fully exposed myself to the visions and memories it would destroy my mind.. So i dnt know what to do...
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STORY 2
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Ok this one happened about 4 months before the one above... I went to sleep one night and then i found myself standing in a hospital next to a hospital bed.. Laying in the hospital bed was my mothers father, my grandad.. I could sense something was seriously wrong with his liver and he had a certain yellowness to his skin...
Any way i woke up and didn't really think anything of it but just thought of it as a dream...
That weekend my grandad was rushed into hospital and was diagnosed with liver cancer and he died a few days later..
So it makes me think...
Anyhoo that's my story(s) i do have others but i don't wanna bore you...
Thanks a lot for reading all of that, i respect and appreciate the time you took to read it.. Comment if you wish
A. FURY
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Ok has anything ever happened to you, not naturaly caused but in your heart you know isn't natural and it's scared you..?
Here is my story.. Not exactly a physical sighting but it scared me... NOTE: I have been known to be psychic but it seems to come and go uncontrolably and there are pyschics on my mothers side of the family.. She used to be able to read minds, she'd be sittin in class at school doing an exam or studying and then she could actualy see what the teacher was thinking and he was pervin over certain girls as they studied.. He knew that she knew what he was thinking by the look on her face and he made her stand outside.. Eventualy she was forced to stop using these powers (not only used on that particular teacher) and she lost her ability..
My nan (her mum) can see ghosts and communicate with them and my great uncle Reg is a medion (if i spelt that right...)
Any way that was just a little background info and i just remembered another story of mine too...
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Story 1 (most recent)
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Ok here goes... One evenining i was in the kitchen preparing something to eat and all of a sudden i began to get thoughts in my head... They seemed like memories but every time i tried to focus on one of them my mind would blank them out as if they never existed.
Any way i disregarded this as memories from when i was in a drunken state.. But then i made a big mistake... I started to get curious.. I could feel something DEEP within my mind.. Something that my mind was blocking and had been blocking for god knows how long...
Then i started to get visions from what seemed to be from different time periods and different realities i don't know why but they were coming to my mind.. I remember getting one vision of ancient Egypt but not as we know it.. It seemed darker and had a more sinister feel to it... The visions came slowly and i just laughed it off..
But then... My god... The visions just flooded my mind like a godamn soaring river! And i KNEW these visions were NOT things my mind were making up as the visions flooded me with a feeling of fear i have no idea why or where the fear was coming from as i don't recall the visions being scary but perhaps it was the fact the visions were SO godamn real as if they were actual memories! But i have no idea where the hell these memories are from!
Put it this way... As soon as these visions started to flood my mind it braught tears to my eyes from fear and other feelings i cannot describe.. I had to turn my music on full blast and found myself tappin ma foot trying to FORCE my brain to banish these visions again.. It took me about 3 hours to remove these feelings and thoughts and now my mind has burried them so deep again i can't even remember what it is i saw...
I remember tiny bits like seeing Egypt and in another vision a human type figure that was greatly feared and powerful and in another just total darkness with some symbolic objects that i don't even remember..
Call me crazy or wateve but i KNOW the feelings i suffered from these burried visions and memories were VERY real and i have NEVER felt that way before in my life...
Part of me wants to be curious and go back deep into my mind to see what it is my mind has burried so godamn deep! But the other part of me tells me that if i fully exposed myself to the visions and memories it would destroy my mind.. So i dnt know what to do...
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STORY 2
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Ok this one happened about 4 months before the one above... I went to sleep one night and then i found myself standing in a hospital next to a hospital bed.. Laying in the hospital bed was my mothers father, my grandad.. I could sense something was seriously wrong with his liver and he had a certain yellowness to his skin...
Any way i woke up and didn't really think anything of it but just thought of it as a dream...
That weekend my grandad was rushed into hospital and was diagnosed with liver cancer and he died a few days later..
So it makes me think...
Anyhoo that's my story(s) i do have others but i don't wanna bore you...
Thanks a lot for reading all of that, i respect and appreciate the time you took to read it.. Comment if you wish
A. FURY